A Broken Wall

STOP STARING THROUGH MY WALL!!!

A wall wasn't made to be broken.
It's to keep things inside
and keeps away what should've been out.
Being hidden is always better
Rather than the stupid words of "FACE IT!"

Don't ask what happened, or what's wrong.
Being closed is how I like it
Don't tell me to open this wall
Cause it's my hidden world inside


(I sprited the picture myself. It's my first creation using tilesets... Hope it's not that bad)

When I grow up I wish I had the these:
•The bravery to kill people I hate
•An ability no one can match
•The position so no one will look down on me
•The ability to drew people near me
•The sovereignty so I won't be what they called weak-minded-me again

I know those wishes are against what my heart said to me. But by doing so, I'm a step closer to become a selfish, power hungry, chaotic being. Just like how other humans act right now.

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Why do I have to get everything I never wanted to have. Let them having something I want was just damn unfair!!! Why do people get so obsessed with the other when they were just lucky to have those abilities. I guess I have to follow the lust just like what any other humans do. DAMMIT, STOP BEING BETTER THAN ME JERKS!!!
(Honestly, I forgot what I happened when I wrote this. So I just a write a few short lines for this post :P)

LOWLINGS!

You can always laugh at me
For you yourself know
You're laughing at someone
Higher than yourself

Even when you try your best
You can't even close to
The worst part of me

DON'T EVER WISH TO LEAD
Even when you get the title
Just STOP BEING A SHIT
Cause I know you'd fail
To even do so
You'll ALWAYS be a lowlings!

A random writing I made during LAPINSI. For I hate my group for being too inflexible. Yeah, they can't accept me cause I'm different: I'm on a higher grade than you ever were!!!

THIEF!

Go on! Take all you like! You still won't have 137 for your IQ. Nor get the 7th grade at piano!!! SHITS, for someone like you to be PERFECT is definitely WRONG!!!